I have a sudden onset of depression... this happens every weekend... x.o
No where to go, nothing to do... >.>... no one to hang with....
WHY DID MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE TO BE COMPLETE NARCISSITIC BACK STABBING ASSHOLES?!
>.>... yeah.... if any of you assholes are reading this, you suck... ¬.¬ you deserve whats coming to you...
-.- All I can do this weekend is clean my fucking room... and it's depressing... and now with my car all fucked up I can't go get a job... so no going out for me! And my TV and DVD player keep fucking around on me... my VCR is the only thing being reasonable... but the tracking still fucks up alot X.x
X.x Since I'm bored outta my mind, I started pondering about birthdays X.x for random reasons. And I remembered how no one showed up to my 16th birthday X.x... that's a depressing thought.ofcourse I don't even remember who all I invited... but 1 person showed up, and that was Jessica Jones... but she had stayed the night and then left early... >.>...
I mean a Sweet 16 is supposed to be a big deal, but I guess not to my friends then... X.x.
I'm not mad at anyone... I'm just venting...
I miss talking with Jessica Jones... >.>... she was the only one who knew what I went through with my parents... I miss her... don't even know why we stopped talking... heh, it's be a mircle if she read this... probably wont happen... >.>... I live in dream worlds, sorry. |